Even when I try to make it work, it doesnt....

I busy my balls off to try to make it right.....Then you go and tell me that several dudes have kissed you and that you want some time to think about it....I'm starting to think that I'm not that high in this particular totem pole....Even if I do love you, it doesn't mean I'm willing to put up with all of this shit...I just cannot do this...I'm thinking about ending this.....cause its obvious that it isn't working, especially when you yell at me for not being into it, and at the same time you go around and cannot seem to make me part of your priority list.....