Thursday, October 27, 2011

What a way to start out....

So after reading what a friend of mine has put on their blog, I decided that I liked the idea of having some place where I could dump my thoughts and perhaps stop these ideas from floating around in my head.  I try my hardest to ignore them, but they keep freaking popping up.  They person who inspired me recently posted something that made me realize how much they had really cared for some person, so much it mirrored my own thoughts about someone else.  We both had issues with the people in question and probably have not heard so much as a "Boo" from them in ages.  Yet for some reason unbeknownst to me, my head is keeping these thoughts circling and haunting me.  At times I am completely and utterly over them, but at other times I just break down and think about them.  As my friend said, I gave a huge chunk of my life to them, and now there is a hole where that used to be.  The hole is filling, though.  Slowly, but surely I am filling in the missing pieces and stating to put myself back together.  It is almost like a puzzle that every so often the pieces change shape and you have to rearrange one or two in order to get them to fit again.  Just reading the blog post of my friend made me hope that they too can get this resolution and maybe start to put themselves back together.  Anyways, I think this is good for a first post, and here's to more to come (hopefully not as meh and more about stupid things).

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